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A first glimpse of rescued momma kitty [May. 28th, 2012|10:55 pm]
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A first glimpse of rescued!mommakitty.

The video's a little dark, and she was uncooperative about continuing grooming (with her smug, amused face and Greek nose):



Kittens are still on hold.

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Leni Jess passed away. [May. 27th, 2012|06:35 am]
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I just learned that Leni Jess passed away suddenly from a heart attack.

*bows head* Farewell, Leni.
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Received my invitation to join AARP ... and I know just you pulled this joke. [May. 27th, 2012|06:14 am]
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I received my invitation to join AARP. And I know just who at the temple signed me up.

Made a comment, you see, at the ripe old age of 44, about getting too old for something ... in the hearing of someone in her 60s.

Hahaha, okay, you got me.

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Rescued a cat tonight. [May. 24th, 2012|04:46 am]
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And -- rescued a cat tonight.

I was about to leave work. As I shut my door, I heard a meow.

Meow?

I looked back to see if was just the car door squeaking, and there was the source on the edge of the parking lot. He had hoarse voice, like he'd over-meowed.

A few minutes later, my ex-boyfriend (the local Chinese one, S.) stopped by to see if I cared to have a bite, and found me petting the cute kitten -- well, teenage cat, maybe about four or five months old. A fine-lined tabby with white paws and long, thin legs, a tail in extra-long.

"Why am I not surprised?" S. said, which is rich, because he's just as much of a cat person as I am, and that's saying something.

We were about to head out: "The tapas place? You know, I was thinking of stopping by but figured you'd be at a dance class or something--" (I got S. into ballroom dancing) -- when kitty very deliberately blocked the car from leaving.

Kitty meowed urgently. Something was wrong.

"Maybe he's lost?" He looked very young. We speculated, and then S. thought maybe if we brought him over to where the townhouses were, we'd see if he made his way towards one. It was probably a mistake to take him around the block by car, but S. had left the engine running, it had rained, and it was rather wet.

I didn't think it would work. But I humored S. because I knew who was going to be housing this cat if we didn't find his home.

Kitty started going up one sidewalk to a door. Then he looked confused. He trotted down that sidewalk and went up to the next door, but no, not it. He did the next one. He walked on the sidewalk, not the grass. This was an indoor kitty.

"He doesn't know where he lives," I told S.

We took kitty to S's house, naturally, because one, he doesn't have four other cats, and two, he lived next door (which is why he'll stop by after I get off work). He loves cats. His grandmother doesn't (it's his house, willed to him by his mother, but his grandmother's lived there for twenty years; it's Chinese thing).

Tucked in the downstairs bathroom at S's place, we discovered that kitty was a she, and she, though young, was a nursing mother. Gosh, we hoped that whoever lost their cat knew that kittens could be weaned onto wet food as early as three or four weeks. S. went out to get cat food and supplies for a litter box, while I discovered what a sweet, gentle cat this was as she melted in my hands.

S. arrived with the food, and that's when we discovered how lost this cat had been. She tried to eat the kitty litter, she was so hungry. In slow spoonfuls (I didn't want her to get sick) she voraciously devoured six mini cans of cat food. A week, at least, without food? I worried about her kittens. I didn't want to say anything, but it looked like she'd nursed kittens more recently than a week. The telling moment came when, sated at last, rested, comforted and warm, she tried the door.

I know that meow. It's the same one cats use when there's a bird just out of reach. It's also the same one they use when their kittens are in danger. Those kittens are still out there. My mind formed a picture of some reckless asshole dumping a cat and her kittens in the woods because he (or she) didn't want to deal with a litter.

I knew it was hopeless, but I got a flashlight and tried to hunt through the area where we found her. Too dark, too steep, and my slippery work shoes were no help. A neighbor (walking his dog at midnight) offered a harness and leash, suggesting that we put her on one and have her lead us to them. The harness was too big, but he was a nice guy, wants to know what happens.

In the morning, I'm bringing over a cat carrier to take her to the vet, check for a microchip. (S. works from home tomorrow, waiting for the plumber.) We'll see if we can get a harness. Can only pray the kittens make it through the night, and that we can find them in the daylight.

Or pray that I'm wrong, and she just doesn't like being kept in a room. S., for his own peace of mind I think, has decided on that interpretation.


ETA: Breaking news. All the kittens are safe and sound -- because she's not a nursing mother. She's pregnant.

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Looking for an SGA beta [May. 22nd, 2012|11:34 pm]
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Hullo! Looking for a beta on an SGA ficlet. 'm tired and stuck on the ending. Rodney/Radek (yes, you read that right).

Anyone? Anyone?

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Trolls, Stalkers, and Andrew Who? [May. 21st, 2012|10:46 pm]
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I've spoken here in brief about Bill Cassidy and the cyberstalking. Mostly in locked posts because the case was ongoing. (The temple's followed a strict Do Not Feed The Trolls policy for a year.)

The posts are now unlocked.

I came across an article by John Scalzi the other day: The Sort Of Crap I Don't Get. I read the harassment that this food blogger receives. There's a dedicated Twitter feed where people make fun of the shape of her child's head? (Why?) There's vitriolic, ongoing nastiness aimed at her, a knitting blogger--basically at any prominent woman online.

It sounded so familiar. What Jetsunma's gone through, is still going through, has happened to other women. Consistently. Men don't face that kind of ongoing, non-stop blasting. Cassidy's the farthest extreme: he made in-person contact, went beyond trolling to threats, and he has a history of violence towards women (two years in prison for assaulting his ex-wife, and it was pled down from worse). The volume was also extreme: 100-300 abusive Tweets aimed at her a day once he got out of prison.

But there was more.

You see, we were surprised last year when the FBI dragnet went out, arrested Cassidy ... and then arrested some guy in Oregon named Andrew Wilson.

Who?

Somewhere along the line we'd picked up a full time troll, the way you pick up gum on your shoe. There was a copycat Cassidy out there. He'd imitated Cassidy's style of vague innuendo, his ugly avatars were designed to startle, much like the graphics on Cassidy's blog, and he also spouted off similar buzzword quasi-Zen with a crude spin (you know, "If a bird shits in the forest, does it make a sound?" stuff). He used a different Twitter account, but Cassidy used so many socks it was a puppet forest; Cassidy was a sockpuppet Hydra.

And Andrew Wilson stalked Jetsunma the exact same way Cassidy did. There were death threats ("I'm coming tulku k-k-k-kill you"), declarations of determination that he would hound her to the ends of the earth, and a huge volume of nasty messages on Twitter.

So the FBI went after both of them. While we scratched our heads.

Now Cassidy makes a kind of con-artist-stalker-wannabe!tulku-wife-beater sense. He served the rest of his assault conviction in prison because Jetsunma's monks and nuns testified against him. You'd expect an ex-con to be pissed. Of course he's going to blame the victim for telling--since when do convicts take personal responsibility for their actions? But Andrew Wilson we'd never met.

Well, you know trolls. There's a certain type of dedicated troll that has to vent their spleen. They pick a cause and funnel all their personal angst at that cause. I read an interview of a fellow who dedicated his life to going after pedophiles, and it seemed noble at first blush. I was all for it. But then he targeted Livejournal Lolita discussion groups, fiction writers who dealt with child abuse, and even forced Livejournal to close support group blogs for victims of child molesters--and he didn't care, no, not one whit about the actual victims of child abuse. Which was strange. His attitude was he'd take "any means necessary," no matter who was caught in the crossfire.

I wish I still had the article. It was nuanced and interesting. By the end, the article's author suggested that the guy was a nut job who'd found a niche to act out. A full-time troll can't admit when he's wrong, or that he's made a mistake, or that he's (very obviously) gone too far.

The way Andrew Wilson tells of his arrest, it came out of the clear blue sky. His death threats and years of cyberstalking had nothing to do with the FBI showing up at his door. So long as his target was "bad," Wilson could justify his own bad behavior, even when his Twitter friends told him he was "stupid" to stalk Jetsunma.

It's heart-wrenchingly sad, the way he tells it, how he panicked when the FBI showed up and barricaded the door with cat trees and furniture (Nota Bene: he gets points from me for the cat--I love cats--and double for the cat tree, minus eleventy billion for being a stalkerish stalking stalker).

However, I have to say that, as a veteran speeder and cop show fan ... doesn't he know that if you see that spinning police light in your rearview mirror, you pull over? You don't start a high speed chase.

Likewise, if the FBI show up at your door, you let them in and offer them tea (or coffee) while you figure out what the heck's going on. Barricading the door makes them think you're Ted Kaczynski (especially if you've been making death threats over the internet). What would have been a tense conversation (and polite refusal of tea) becomes a handcuff handshake--with maybe a boot in your back as you say hello to the floor. Even if you know you're guilty, be smart enough to at least act innocent. (Politeness goes a long way: I once got out of a 80mph, $120 speeding ticket in Canada with a cheerful, "Good morning, officer! What seems to be the trouble?" It helped that I had no clue the fine was so high. I guess people really speed on that Toronto to Kingston stretch. Once I saw the notice a mile or so later, I froze: could never have been so breezy if I'd known.)

If you're guilty and damned well know it, I imagine keeping a cool head is hard to do. Which is why it's always the guilty who flee and/or barricade the door with cat trees.

That visit from the FBI (who questioned him thoroughly about his contact with an ex-con and kept his computer a year) didn't give Andrew pause for long. Nope. The death Tweets stopped, but the nastiness continued, with the usual mocking of a woman's weight, looks, and any personal information Jetsunma shared. She shut down her Twitter but felt stifled, so started back up and did her best to ignore him. Since she's a spiritual leader, he adds cult leader to the list of usuals, because that's what you call someone who's built a temple, sparked several charities, and been officially enthroned by a 1,200 year old tradition. But what do those Tibetan Lamas know? His Holiness Penor Rinpoche was no one important, especially not when compared to, wait for it, I'll try to say it with a straight face ...

... a Zen master.

Couldn't do it. That never fails to make me giggle. You see, Andrew Wilson is not just any troll. He's a Zen troll.

How'd that Zen realization hold up while he was throwing around those cat trees?

I guess we're supposed to ignore that part. Because, yessir, Mr. Wilson out in the hills of Oregon is bringing people to great realization with his ... Zen monastery? Nope. Face to face teachings...? Nope. Bodhidharma-like mediation facing a wall...? No.

His Tweets! (And a blog.)

And I leave you to contemplate that part.



ETA: Lo, if you've failed to achieve... Kensho, is it? ... from his Tweets, you have other options. For $2,000 he will deliver a full set of his teachings via Skype. What a mouth-watering deal.

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Well, that was ridiculously complicated. [May. 19th, 2012|08:09 am]
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Well, that was ridiculously complicated.

So Thursday's the day I make sandwiches. A lot of sandwiches. 50? 60? I make towers of them while I chat with Ani Samla or John. They get taken to the OccupyDC folks and any extra get shared among the homeless.

This Thursday I had to go into work early. No problem, I'll just do the sandwiches early, right?

Um. Except this time I was making them at home, and with less space it took more time and ... uh-oh.

So I contact the cook who (apparently) used to be in charge of food (Me: "I'm going to be late, how can we coordinate this?" -- "I told you several times I don't do this any more" -- Me: "Sometimes I don't listen?" I have no memory of her telling me). She directs me to the person who took over from her. I can't reach that person, so I contact John in the gift store, and the person who's delivering the sandwiches that evening. Find out from them that someone else has taken over the food. Seems that since the Occupy kitchen was taken down, we haven't needed a cook, just a coordinator.

John handles it. He finds the (new) coordinator and hands her his cell with me still on it. She suggests I take the sandwiches to my work and they'll see if they can manage to find someone who can pick them up. At work -- with the sandwiches -- I contact John again. He's got his partner Chris to drive all the way out and pick them up. (Also, we discover that I probably should've left them at my house, since I live only blocks from where Chris is and my aunt is home, but oh well.)

Somewhere around six pm, midway through my tutoring sessions, Chris turns up, gets the sandwiches (which I'd given to our office assistant), takes them alllll the way back to the temple where one of the nuns took them to OccupyDC.

How much you wanna bet that the nun who took them down to DC lives or works ten minutes from my office? Because, it was that kind of day.

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Nightland: La-la-la, 2am, hiiii again. [May. 19th, 2012|01:48 am]
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Three nights of being up all night for no reason, hello, nightland.

This is made worse by the fact that I finally slept ... from 7pm-11pm or thereabouts.

Fortunately, my cats can sleep any time. So there's always someone willing to join me for a nap.

But I have to be at work at 8:50am tomorrow, and my Sunday schedule can best be summed up with sound effects:

*insert here the sound of a large wheel rolling over a small, starved and sleep-deprived body*

Just found out that the ACLU supports the Wehateslesbians!House version of the Violence Against Women Act. I'm a lapsed ACLU member and let them know what I think of that: You can join me here.

And I'm still notwritingavengersficslalalanonono.

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No, no, no, I'm not writing Avengers fic, I'll wait for you all to write my Tony/Bruce friendship [May. 18th, 2012|02:05 am]
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Avengers commentfic butnoI'mnotwritingAvengersnotatall



Bruce stalked around the glass walls of Tony Stark's lab, diffidently, cautious. There were rooms a green hulk could dent, and then there were rooms a hulk could obliterate.

Tony Stark wiggled his fingers, motioning him closer without looking up from his worktable on the other side of more glass. Must've seen Bruce's reflection as he came in. Or else it was security cameras. There were quite a few, passive and active systems.

Bruce glanced over the three-dimensional schematics displayed in midair. A new weapon, probably for the arm of his suit, though the exploded view didn't make it clear. "That's not going to work."

Tony paused a heartbeat; gave a defensive blink. "Since when are you an engineer? And no, it's not," he admitted.

"I've had to be a lot of things," Bruce explained. "A carpenter, surveyor...."

"A busboy too, no doubt. It hurts my brain to imagine how you've wasted your talents." He gave a careless gesture as he moved to a computer terminal. "If you can solve that, great--" Bruce was led past state of the art robotics, far beyond what Bruce saw at even the most well-funded universities. "But I need a--wait," Tony interrupted himself. "Are you a nuclear or molecular physicist?"

"Kind of both at this point," Bruce sighed. Trying to reverse the effects of gamma radiation had taken him into new territory.

"A jack of all trades, good, good, I like it. Now I need--" Tony began, but let the next midair display finish his sentence. Images of molecular structures appeared projected on one of the glass walls, lights going automatically dim.

"Whoa. You're... that's--that's not good," Bruce said, eyes widening.

"Of course it's not good," Tony snapped. "It's not supposed to be good. It's a weapon: it's supposed to be very, very bad."

"Does S.H.I.E.L.D. know you're experimenting with biological warfare?"

"I would have no respect for them if they didn't." Tony smirked.

"Does Pepper know?"

"Tell her and I'll find a way to destroy your soul," Tony answered in a flat, definitive tone. "We're dealing with Viking gods. I'm sure it can be done," he added with a tight flicker of a smile. "Besides, she'll be fine with one targeted to those flying roller-coaster beasties. She didn't like them much. Doesn't like roller-coasters either for that matter."

"This is not targeted. At all."

Tony turned an annoyed scowl on him. "Did you miss the part where I said I needed a molecular biologist?"

Bruce leaned closer, interested despite himself. He tapped the keyboard experimentally, recalling with amusement the green-screen CRT terminals he'd used in Brazil as recent as a year ago. "You're completely crazy."

"So everyone tells me, yet I keep coming out ahead, so I figure it's a Darwinian success story."

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Avenger fannish explosion: *sits in my armchair and smiles* [May. 18th, 2012|12:31 am]
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Everyone is diving into the Avengers fandom. I don't feel the same fannish-writing pull, but I can't help enjoying it.

*pulls up a chair, some weenies, and marshmallows for the fire*

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